I Miss You

 

By Kathryn

(13 year old granddaughter of Paul)

 

April 27, 2004

 

 

Dear Papa, I miss everything about you.

I miss the way you used to hide my milkshake before dinner and the way you would always come up behind me and scare me when I didn’t know you were coming. I miss all the nights you would come in Mamma’s room and kiss us goodnight. I miss the way you would cook anything just to help mamma out.  I miss it when you would come and pick me up from school.  I miss it when you’d play a game with me just because I was bored, but yet you had so much work to do.  I miss seeing you go out and mow the lawn with me there trailing you behind.  I miss the way we would watch movies together and when I asked you a question you actually had an answer for me.  I miss the way you’d get up every morning around 7 and not 11.  I miss the way you and mamma used to fight, and then make up in the next 5 minutes or so.  I miss all of your wood making and you always in the “shop” room.  I miss you waking up every morning and using that smell-good shaving cream.  I miss you yelling at me when I’m bad.  I miss the way you would wake me up every morning with your wonderful smell of bacon and eggs.  I miss your loud and distinct laugh.  I miss your prayer before every meal.  I miss your wonderful taste of cornbread and your delicious sweet tea.  I miss the way you’d always tell jokes.  I miss you walking down the hall whistling.  I miss the way you’d run down the hall after me and chasing me just to give me a hug.  I miss everything about you, Papa.  I want you back.  I love you.